I feel a shifting in the times.
I feel a shifting in my mind.
The desire that used to be there is gone.
I feel defeated, but I know Who’s really won.
Desire for change. Desire for more.
What is this all for?
Help me when I’m feeling lost.
Help me to stand, no matter the cost.
I feel an unrest….
In my spirit and in my heart.
I feel the need to change, but where do I start?
Uneasy, unrest
Will I, God, pass the test?
Help me to make it, to feel at peace. 
Help me to make it past the unease.
I’m full of unrest, full of unease.
God, help me to make it, I ask you please.
-Christina M Gerlach ’18